Since my boyfriend is a tennis player and most of my friends are one too, I felt the need to learn tennis. This in mind, I asked my bf to teach me this summer. I have been liking it before, but today a different view came in my mind. The idea that I never wanted to think about. I was really frustated because I do not know what I was doing. I was just hitting the ball without any good output, which got the best of me. I do not want to quit but the frustration and thought that I will never get better is sad-- for I really want to play with others hahaha. But right now, when the ball is even controlled and is "spoon feeded" to me, I cannot even return or hit it right. huhuhu. I know that I'm not so sporty, but that doesn't make a difference in learning a sport. Everyone is not sporty if they don't try. I am a fast learner in everything else except sports.. waaahahaahha. Maybe that is the thing that makes it harder for me. I keep telling myself that I am suppose to be able to hit the ball by now; when i shouldn't. Anyways that's why I'm still kinda cranky. TSK. I feel that I'm obsess with the sport, but when I'm the one playing my nerves get the best of me. But I don't want to quit. But.. LOL. anyways. Maybe another day will be a better one. Anyways, I'm gonna continue watching the championship of Wimbledon. LOL. I hope that Venus or Serena wins! haha go team US rofl.
Since my boyfriend is a tennis player and most of my friends are one too, I felt the need to learn tennis. This in mind, I asked my bf to teach me this summer. I have been liking it before, but today a different view came in my mind. The idea that I never wanted to think about. I was really frustated because I do not know what I was doing. I was just hitting the ball without any good output, which got the best of me. I do not want to quit but the frustration and thought that I will never get better is sad-- for I really want to play with others hahaha. But right now, when the ball is even controlled and is "spoon feeded" to me, I cannot even return or hit it right. huhuhu. I know that I'm not so sporty, but that doesn't make a difference in learning a sport. Everyone is not sporty if they don't try. I am a fast learner in everything else except sports.. waaahahaahha. Maybe that is the thing that makes it harder for me. I keep telling myself that I am suppose to be able to hit the ball by now; when i shouldn't. Anyways that's why I'm still kinda cranky. TSK. I feel that I'm obsess with the sport, but when I'm the one playing my nerves get the best of me. But I don't want to quit. But.. LOL. anyways. Maybe another day will be a better one. Anyways, I'm gonna continue watching the championship of Wimbledon. LOL. I hope that Venus or Serena wins! haha go team US rofl.
Hey Im Nikki, nikay or kikay. I saw the world on Oct 15th 1990. born and raised in the Philippines. now lives in USA. a sophomore in college. Biologist-pharmacist major. clumsy, tumbles a lot. Stands 5”2’. works at Abercrombie kids. also a bum. laughs easily. a die-hard romantic person. Im in love with Jason. I can be a brat but only when I want too. Im not sportsy but I aspire to be good at tennis. Really loving it right now . I tend to get overly dramatic at times. I cry easily. I love PInK and green. I am a certified GYMaholic/WorkOUtholic and ShopAholic. I love EdWARd and Bella. But my first love goes to Harry Potter. I am a proud a PINAY.
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I used to blog a few years back when I was younger. I’ve owned a subdomain before and but I don’t remember the site completely which shows how long it has been. Now, since I do not know a lot of people who have their own sites or have money to pay for one, I just choose blogger. Haha. But there’s also a third reason, it is because I have forgotten lots about blogging.
Anyways, I hope to be back and find the joy that always inspired me to write my ideas online.
This blog will be made from purely random things that I want to speak out. It will just be a simple haven of my personal thoughts and ideas. It may be of wrong grammar sometimes so please spare me. I have finished my one and only semester of English and college and passed it*thank god*. But I believe that writing is very personal. I disagree with having rules for writing and so on and so forth. Expressing your OWN ideas should be done in the way you want it or know how too.
“Never write for others, writing is a personal benefit. Some people will find their way in your words and others will be lost. For the story will also be read in their own way.”
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Hey, I'm Nikki. 18 yrs old. NC, USA. college bum. laughs a lot. weird. clumsy. funny. not so sporty. likes pinks & greens. quirky. simple. twilight & harry potter fan. GYMaholic. SHOPaholic. and a lover.
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